Abstrused Smite

It is been sometime since I am staying bemused of the fact of what happenned to me...But have cleared the haze now.. It is all done..It is all lost..First I thought I belonged to that world where i was staying,was the same place where they belong to.The similar pain went through each of our hearts,all the while making me realise that we are all dragging along the same thing all this while...But it feels bad when you take of the load someone is carrying in the best of your interests actually intending to do something much more better than you can, but just get in return the closed doors,through which they dont allow you anymore..what do you do , I still remain in the same state of beguile which you have always remained....But it is all what you have with that person which matters... Is it that way or just go your way thinking that the person wants you no more in their life ??..

Enshroud Heart

"Errant Lives Unexpected Finds " .... Life has begin to live its own way .Finding people ( I mean finding -- refer title) seeing what they live for ,their enshrouded hearts which do not want to speak but yet want to shout aloud to the world , but cannot ... they cry in their own inner hearts in their own inner minds in their own inner souls.. in their own inner worlds...It is this pain which I have known since long...seen it before but have realised now.. it is all same with us..with we people who live like this... in this sweet pain.. not to be shared not to be told..What is this pain ??? I ask myself .. I dont know..Have many answers ..yet no answers.