Road to Happiness or May be Sadness

Just ingeminating back on the road of my life, happened to realise How unhappy I am from inside...The deep inner feeling of sadness, which we all have and do not or cannot express it to anyone as it may be inexplainable or not circumstantial or may be abstract.Very luckily I found a friend , which I call of the same frequency or who has gone or undergoing through the same pain as mine, to share what exactly we feel about this unjust world as we understood.We realised that we are equally frustrated from inside as to how He runs this world.Over a much matured discussion with another friend of ours who has a very sane brain though small, happenned to come to concensus or our friend with this small little brain of hers put forth her thoughts that it is not so quite true that we are unhappy from inside... She went on to debate that we are happy souls for some or the other particular reason which we generally tend to forget after the happy event is over.Sounds quite funny, but thats true, that we have so much happiness when we are exactly doing what we want to do or somethings happening which we wanted it to happen in that way.So Indeed this explanation seems quite convincing, that we are happy and not all that sad, and a more optimistic conclusion would be try to see happiness even in that sadness what you have.... But as usual for my more owned pessimistic approach to life I would rather see Life as a very sad thing and keep pushing things just to tread down the path leading me more to agony and anguish, what I call as the " Road to Sadness".