Eyes....Those Beautiful Eyes..

After much long I sit to write again,because after much long I have come across something exceptional again, something so pure,divine in itself beyond ones own understanding or knowing that such a divinity can exist in this rational world.It is those Eyes.... Those Beautiful Eyes... I have always wandered for.. I have always searched...... & I found them. Just Found them.... These Eyes have so much in them that the whole of the eternity would take just to see a quantum of what they truly have... They have the tranquility, that no human or Nature can achieve but only can be realized by a providential visitation of oneself at the highest pinnacle of ones heart. A soul of greatest content is required, to realize the grief that exists beyond those eyes..But these Eyes speak, and speak so much that all one has to do is listen.. Listen with your eyes. And you can see that it is the greatest level of enduring a heart can bear, a heart can stand, without crushing,without any rebuke and carrying a pain untold.
These eyes carry immense love in them........ So Much Love that it cannot be held or contained in a single journey of life a heart can handle , a soul can call out for...
They are moist ,they are amazing and they are wonderful.. I keep looking at them each day, each night, every moment because I see that these are the eyes that I always wandered for... These are the eyes that fill me... I am in Love with these Eyes.... Beautiful Eyes.... Those Beautiful Eyes.

Road to Happiness or May be Sadness

Just ingeminating back on the road of my life, happened to realise How unhappy I am from inside...The deep inner feeling of sadness, which we all have and do not or cannot express it to anyone as it may be inexplainable or not circumstantial or may be abstract.Very luckily I found a friend , which I call of the same frequency or who has gone or undergoing through the same pain as mine, to share what exactly we feel about this unjust world as we understood.We realised that we are equally frustrated from inside as to how He runs this world.Over a much matured discussion with another friend of ours who has a very sane brain though small, happenned to come to concensus or our friend with this small little brain of hers put forth her thoughts that it is not so quite true that we are unhappy from inside... She went on to debate that we are happy souls for some or the other particular reason which we generally tend to forget after the happy event is over.Sounds quite funny, but thats true, that we have so much happiness when we are exactly doing what we want to do or somethings happening which we wanted it to happen in that way.So Indeed this explanation seems quite convincing, that we are happy and not all that sad, and a more optimistic conclusion would be try to see happiness even in that sadness what you have.... But as usual for my more owned pessimistic approach to life I would rather see Life as a very sad thing and keep pushing things just to tread down the path leading me more to agony and anguish, what I call as the " Road to Sadness".

Hearts Pain

There is a pain in my heart.... I cannot reveal.. I cannot tell...It is excruciating, ripping through my self, ripping through my strength,ripping through me.I kept on asking myself, What do I do with this pain, What do I do in this pain....My soul has no answers, my self has no answers, Im crying in agony unable to breathe... Unable to live...Unable to console.It is very abstract to explain the bounds of this pain, but for certain is a peril that I know, deep in my heart, orginating from deep within imbuing through my soul,through my inner self allowing nothing to bleak on its way but just festinating to my eyes in the form of tears, to flow. What do I do ,I dont know, but have chosen to live my life with this pain through the times that shall heal i believe..... But shall yet know, ever, deep inside my self,deep inside my soul that I have a pain in my heart......... I have a pain in my heart.

A Beautiful Face

Yesterday,I was seeing a beautiful face... And this was the face which I have been longing all this while to see.The face has a charm which I have never seen before, and what begets the charm is the innocence which lies inside the person, is what I realised.Every expression of the face leads me to different boundses of love and passion which warm the heart in such a way never felt before..the smile on the face is so very true like a childs, that it makes me cry for thanking Him for creating and giving it to me..The Eyes are what I love the most in this beautiful face as they twinkle and lead me to new horizons of ecstasy of my life....These eyes have the glow, the lustre which I have always searched before, for eyes speak what the mind thinks.I can see through these eyes the love what they have and life they speak about, making me realise what I was waiting before in my own world, just to be felt , just to touched from inside for giving that sense of being complete, for making my life accomplished.The beauty of this face lies in showing not what it wants to show but rather what you want to see.... This is what has lead me to find what is the tale behind these eyes what is the grief which is enshrouded..Never to be relieved, never to be told to anyone... But still smiling, still shining, having the glow in the eyes just for the one who wants to see, just for the one who wants to love, just for the one who wants to live...... It is a beautiful face.

A Life to Run

I have been always pushing my life through and through till now, untill I bumped into a friend of mine who told me a very deplorable fact about my life saying that "I dont know how to run my life"... felt sad intially, but put me into a thought as to whether is it true ,whether I have been living all my life till now just in an illusion that I know how to run my life or is that I actually know how to run it.. Staying bemused in this thought, which I am still, I started becoming inquisitive asking myself why did the person tell this to me.Is that what the person saw of my life, is that what everyone feels or thinks about me, was the person in a different state of mind may be and might have just felt it at that instance and told it to me.The second part of my speculative probing lead me to understand myself better... I think I have that reality attached to my life where I evince the person in front of me what they want rather than what I want.... but not necessarily all of this is true as in front of some, my loved ones, I do it with innocence and not out of intentions.Anyhow the question as I expressed still remains do I know how to run my life ?..May be or may be not.But one thing I still do and shall keep doing, 'push my life' believing the fact that something good shall be the outcome when you are leading it with the best of your intentions.... with the best of your heart..... with the best of you.

Sizzling Brownie

The feeling of content... The feeling of being complete... the passion.. the smack... the love for the cauteristic feeling of the heart...... It has begun... and it is peachy.To live for this....to die for this, is a mania of the souls... is a mania of the heart.Sizzling is the chocolate of life... Emollient on the heart is the cream of ice...Unhinged in my own way.... Crazy in my own world.

I love the Sizzling Brownie..........

Promulgated henceforth as the " Kiss Of Love "..

Homogenous Ether

Its been long... its been long , I love this part of life.This is for the person I love most.

http://www.tu-harburg.de/rzt/rzt/it/Ether.html --- Albert Einstein, an address delivered on May 5th, 1920, in the University of Leyden.